Do you remember this 7"? It's a Fecalove + TORTURING NURSE collaboration (the third we ever did, not counting a live set) so you know it's good. It was originally released 11 years ago, some copies with a bonus tape and a very different artwork. I thought it was gone forever but I recently found a small box with some extra 7" (printed at the legendary/infamous amei.se plant!). I made new artwork and I'm selling them. Each copy will feature an original drawing on the front cover. I had about 15 copies but I think I'm already down to 10. If you want it, it's 7.77 € plus shipping. Contact me at gurkeroboter (att)gmail(dot)com.
With every purchase I will send you a download code for the audio from the old bonus tape, which you can also listen for free here:
Artist: Lingua Ignota
Genre: Neo-Classical Darkwave
Release year: 2019
Lingua gifted us a masterpiece of horrifyingly real and depressing circumstance. She presents us with an all out assault of emotional venom and blistering rage. This album will not be for everyone, it’s terrifying both sound wise and lyrically. She depicts the mass amounts of trauma she experienced in her abusive relationship previously and she’s not shy about throwing it out there plainly. It’s brutal to hear some of these stories unfold and it made me very uncomfortable and even cry a few times with how much detail she went into surrounding the situation. She tells these stories with goddess tier vocals, it’s almost like she’s breaking down going from bitter cries of help to extreme bouts of screaming and manages to wrap her way into some throat singing as well all without a hitch. Her vocal control is genuinely awe inspiring and masterful. Plus my god, the backdrops she created here are stunning. From dismal and screeching to beautiful and somber, the instrumentals here match up so well with the stories being presented. Walls of noise give way to haunting piano passages and total vocal dominance from Lingua, it’s an ever shifting sound that never gets dull. It all adds up to an experience where I genuinely have no complaints with personally. This is a modern masterpiece filled to the brim with catharsis, eye opening anecdotes and pure genius. Thank you Lingua, your brave display is one that won’t be forgotten for generations. It moved me to tears several times and still continues to. More than likely will be my album of the year.
1 - Fragrant Is My Many Flower’d Crown
2 - If the Poison Won’t Take You My Dogs Will
3 - Butcher of the World
Score - 10/10
Part of my journey this year is to be more authentically myself. I have been ashamed of parts of myself and that's partly because I didn't understand why I was different and what was going on with me. In the last couple years I've learned a lot about myself and how to cope better. So some days I might have meltdowns and sometimes I even have burnouts. I have comfort items that a lot of times are plushies and I have noise cancelling headphones that are incredibly vital to me to be able to cope. Some days I hide away in a dark room lying in bed wearing the headphones, holding my comfort items and just trying to be okay. And that's the life of someone who's autistic. I have dinosaur arms cause I don't know what to do with my limbs and I happy flap with my hands when I'm excited. Social situations are weird and I don't always know how to act and I might say weird things. Sometimes I get overwhelmed and wanna wear my headphones and sometimes I go non verbal. I always felt like these things made me less than in some ways but I'm tired of hiding and tired of being scared of what others think. It might seem strange to some but holidays are actually quite exhausting to me as it's something out of my usual routine. I have a holiday week and my goal is to be able to figure out better routines for myself and also let myself be more openly autistic. It's scary cause I worry how people will act around me once they know or see me act differently. But I need to do this. It takes so much energy for me to hide this and I don't want to waste energy on that anymore. I want to live life more freely and be happier. So please treat me the same as always and if you have questions ask but be considerate. .
Sorry no videos today on my YouTube channel. Yes I have been wasting time and yes I have been messing around but the real reason why is because I have been trying to remove mouse clicks noises, I failed but got my voice cleaner and clearer. Fortunately I found a way to record PvZ2 properly, but the video will have to be in about 10 hours. Sleep tight for now.
In case anyone can help me out. There won’t be any mouse noises as long as I don’t speak, I think this is due to my noise gate settings, I want to have no mouse noises while speaking
Era mediados de 2016, #naub hacia unos pocos meses que comenzaba a explorar este universo y fui convocado por @xnidaaaa / @emmanuel.bayugar para participar del festival @repelentediscos de aquel año. Además de una experiencia increíble y movilizadora fue un sueño hecho realidad.
Sigo recordando eventos que me marcaron por qué fueron los nutrientes y la fuerza que me hicieron crecer en cada enchufada. Ya hay fecha confirmada para agosto en la cuidad de Santa fe (17/8), antes pasamos por Paraná (16/8) prontico la solidificación de esa info, siempre acompañado de taller. Si se suma otra ciudad, súper.
Gracias a les seres que me apoyan y dan buena onda en este eléctrico delirio, ya hace unos años que estoy agradecido de por vida.
// [ JOUR&NUIT 🌗 ] FOCUS SUR THE PSYCHOTIC MONKS //
Vendredi 06/09 - Scène Garage
SAINT OUEN – PSYCHEDELIC ROCK / GRUNGE / NOISE
Alchimistes fous, les Psychotic Monks mélangent au sein de leurs morceaux mélodies, murs de sons atonaux et bruits obscurs. Ces quatre musiciens possédés développent sur scène une intensité extrême nourrie de psychédélisme noir. À force d’incantations chamaniques, ces « moines psychotiques » sont aujourd’hui ce qui se fait de mieux quant il s’agit de provoquer et de dompter le chaos sonore. Prêts à perdre tête ? 🤯