t1d hot girl summer 🌵 #T1Dstyledsunday .
Belt bag: @myabetic
This Streetwear styled look is perfect for a sunday BBQ or a T1D meetup ! Lovin’ this PRICK tee by @28units she is the sweetest and is also T1D bringing you dope designs 😊 This look features my favorite @myabetic belt bag that is such a key and versatile piece in my wardrobe ✨
Feeling out of this world! Or, ready for my #TARDIS
Bench press - you do not need a fancy gym or equipment to better your health or get stronger, all you need is a few feet of space and a pair of weights. ⠀
Save and add to your workout this week! ⠀
Stop giving yourself excuses and start giving yourself the time, the energy, the will to continue to improve everyday. ⠀
It doesn’t have to be perfect, it just has to be effort.
A few days, no post huh?
I made a promise to myself a while ago that Instagram would never impact my mental health.
And i realized earlier this week that I wasn’t holding true to my promise. I was doing things that weren’t like me - restricting food, going to bed hungry, beating myself up over the smallest shit. And I was wondering what in the world is going on?
I talked to my therapist for a while and she helped me come to the realization that I was playing “keeping up with the influencer” instead of just focusing on myself. So I stepped back for a few days to reevaluate what I need.
And today I feel much more like myself than I have in a while.
Earlier this month I made a post about really pushing myself to see “what was possible” before my vacation. And the truth is, I have been pushing myself for a while - but sometimes just a little too far. So over the last few days, I’ve worked on shifting my focus on how I feel instead of how I look. And it felt so damn good.
I took 4 days off from the gym. I ate candy, pizza, funnel cakes and more. I let myself breathe. I stopped sucking in my f’n stomach. I stopped freaking out over my bloat. I just stopped. And through that process, I remembered how fun it just was to just live.
A healthy relationship with food is more important than abs.
Loving myself is more important than my likes on Instagram.
And I don’t have to keep up with anyone else but myself.
I am so thankful I have the self awareness to realize when I am not respecting myself and my boundaries. I am so thankful I have a therapist who basically tells me to cut the shit. And I am thankful I have this safe place to come back to once I’ve got my shit together.
And that’s my sermon for the day. Love you guys to the moon and and back.
Sometimes negative vibes and even your own negative thoughts can stop you from doing what you want to do..
They can hold you back and weight you down and stop you from reaching your goals and dreams...
It may be tough.. but It👏is👏possible!
Drop EVERYTHING that weights you down and only then will see how high you can actually fly🕊
I took some shots yesterday to start putting together my Patreon content and I took a few simpler ones that I really liked. I’m a simple girl with a simple life and I’m not the most girly girl either. But I enjoyed this shot. I’ve got my second surgery coming up and I can’t wait to have full structure in my legs. I honestly don’t know what the hell that will feel like. And it can’t come soon enough because my right leg is starting to feel like it did closer to when it was fixed. So I’m getting nervous and trying not to jack up my legs more. The biggest obstacle was stairs when I got home in May and now I can’t lift the right leg as well. So coming home next month is going to be... excruciating. I may have to stay longer with my parents, we’ll see. So as the next week goes by, I’m tying up some things at home and getting ready. I know more about the recovery now that I’ve done it before which is awesome so I know how little I really need to pack and I’ve cleaned up more of my apartment. Even though my left leg is crumbling inside of itself, I feel better before this surgery then I did in April and I have had the energy to actually get things cleaned up more. It’s still not perfect but oh my god do I feel incredible. ☺️ This post isn’t really about this picture but it sort of coincides. I’m working on getting a chunk of content before I go to my parents and I also feel like this photo is super contemplative. Hopefully next year I can get back into modeling again because I really have enjoyed it and I love how my photos turn out. But for now, it’s just about getting my body back to normal and working on my mental health. ❤️
📷 @photosbyloux 😁✌🏻
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