In life you will end up having many roads and paths to choose from.
Sometimes you may not choose the right one...or the easiest, but that does not mean it is the end of the road. You gotta keep movin forward, even if it is right or wrong. If it is great...if it is not, you will eventually learn from it.
Stop victimizing yourself...stop putting yourself as the victim of the game, either if it is because someone left you, or hurt you. Acknowledge you are not perfect as well as other people might not be. Assume your mistakes and be in peace with yourself❤