Down the Street
Here we go again, a loss of interest and effort. A feeling of not being interested, of emptiness and of this conflict. Never a crime to myself but of course to my morality. I miss them so much but I don't know if they miss me. I was never outgoing, an I never was quiet. I hold in every breathe so I can try and relax. The air seems so thick when on the thought of this. The morality always drags me down, and all I can do is dig my nails into the floor to try and save myself. I must conquer this inner neglect of them. I must do it, for them.
To be honest I dont wanna wake up and expect my room is gonna be full of big balloons. I dont need expensive presents or dinner in restaurant.
I'm just happy to spend this day among my close relatives and friends☀️❤️
There are a lot of amazing women I’ve met through music that make me strive to evolve as an artist to the highest potential and allow my self to experiment and create.