I lost love.
I had the most sad experience in my life.
It's my second time of love, and I've ended in failure twice.
When I first fell in love with men, I was in love for two years.
But I lost love and was very sad, but I was able to recover in one day. In addition, I vowed not to be in love anymore.
But that was not the case.
I met foreign men for the first time using a dating app.
It was my first time to meet a foreign man, and I was scared at first.
But he was kind and had a great time.
It was the first time in my life to have such a good time.
That day, I broke up with him once and returned home.
I was vowed not to fall in love, but my head was full of him.
It was as if it was magical.
I wanted to know more about him.
Since then, I met him four times.
I had a great time four times.
But after the 4th time, he didn't see me if I wanted to see him many times.
I told him, "If you don't want to see me, I will break the relationship with you."
But he told me "too much."
I thought he would not be able to meet me because of circumstances.
After that, I told him "I would like to see you" many times, but he never met with me.
I did not know why he did not meet me so I consulted a person.
The person I consulted was advised that I should contact him more, so I sent a lot of mail.
Until now, I only sent an mail when I wanted to see him. Because I hate mail.
So I sent him an mail every day.
And one day he blocked my contacts.
I was feeling up, but I could not control my feelings and used a dating app to convey him my feelings.
The result is a failure.
After that, I wanted to try again as a friend with him and tried many methods but failed.
I can not do anything anymore. I lost everything.
My wish did not come true.
The last thing left is only sadness and regret.
The last thing he left was only fear and anger against me.
I was alone. But I met him and I knew the joy of being with someone.
And again, I am alone.
A person with an ugly face and a boring character like me had not been able to fit him from the beginning.
Then pray for his happiness until this life is over.