Stop wishing, Grow it. .
In the parable of the talent the master gave one 5 and another 2 and another 1, the Bible said he gave them according to their ability, YO God knows your ability, he knows the talent that suit you. .
If you don't grow the one he gave you he won't add to it.
How come the ones with 5 and 2 grow the talent and the one with 1 didn't grow his, simple he thinks the master is wicked how can he give him 1 and others more than 1.
Just the way we all question God sometimes, why is they delay in answering of prayers or why should God give this person such an amazing grace and me no, we all have grace but in various phase.
What should be our focus is to grow the one he gave us so that he can add to it, God is not invest where there is not future NA, you can make yourself that good ground if you grow the one you have now, year 2019 is the year of GREATER GRACE, the grace to grow your talent is given already.